Monday, November 11, 2013
Feeling Bad
What do I do? Lock myself up? I'm sad @ my feeling skittish @ people funning me, taking advantage with something..
Muchos Problemos
I had problems in 1st grade. The teacher and kids acted like they were whiter. Kindergarten was good. I just had a hard time at 1st but was all better. A very nice, popular black lady as a teacher. I learned to read nicely, though. I just went home and had these perverted feelings with the "white kids." I don't know where it came from. This was when I 1st left Southeastern Florida, but I very much wanted to be accepted. I'm sure it was the black hair and them knowing I was part Chinese without me saying anything. I was like, what. I just know how to feel cool about myself. I thought that was their thing.
A Weird Suggestion
I don't need to be dehumanized. I am highly against submitting myself to anyone. I did the right thing, that's all that matters.
Another Message - Against
I am not for eliminating people nor getting close to people who aren't my type..
I am more about fixing people, very much so. You don't need to go to college to want that. I'm about fixing what we have and not having to just keep being with child..
I am more about fixing people, very much so. You don't need to go to college to want that. I'm about fixing what we have and not having to just keep being with child..
I got asked a question.
Er, yes, I do feel for my 1/2 Italian cousin, I think she is. I think they want to compare my mom being Chinese and her dad being Italian. See, she lived in Fort Lauderdale, and we moved away and NEVER came back and I have lost my interest in 1 of the most beautiful places to get to live.
Ex er cise
Whooh! This section was tough! I have a tingly feeling. It's Cardio Fusion - Pure Intensity. My 1st of these kinds of things but not 1st workout DVD.
Making Sure
Do you wanna make sure people don't experience love? It's very easy to say you don't have to and not to think @ it and to think @ something fun.
Private Lessons Again
I may just go to Disney once a week and take private lessons. A blonde offered me 1/2 price, $25/hour or 1 3/4 hour. I also want the Frozen Elsa Girl Doll @ the Norwegian ride @ Disney and a warmup book, Vocalize with a CD.
Apology?
I like saying Go to Hell cuz I laugh at death jokes and don't mean them in the least. I said the little dum dum alien said it.. However, normally, this doesn't sound like it fits anything.. I was just playing.. :/
Yes, I am rereading. I was hoping someone would read it. Today. ^99^ You know, there should be lots of blogs to read! Each blog descends in quality.
I am very mad.. Lily Rose made her blog private and it was the good example out there. She keeps like hiding things, like her dad. OMG!
Yes, I am rereading. I was hoping someone would read it. Today. ^99^ You know, there should be lots of blogs to read! Each blog descends in quality.
I am very mad.. Lily Rose made her blog private and it was the good example out there. She keeps like hiding things, like her dad. OMG!
Ew
Ellen is like okay Andy you're still being tacky and mean and also still being your old self? Why does she encourage people to bring the worst outta them?
I mean, he seemed nice. I guess Ellen would like that, too, but she would actually encourage people to be mean to me? She is a bit forthcoming.
She thinks she found and can blame all her problems on me.
I mean, he seemed nice. I guess Ellen would like that, too, but she would actually encourage people to be mean to me? She is a bit forthcoming.
She thinks she found and can blame all her problems on me.
What Happened
Well, my dad made an allusion to his dad to me for the 1st time. That's too bad, I can get a little mad if I want.. it wasn't weird. Oh well..
Deep-Seated Issue
It's a deep-seated wish of mine for people like Sarah Brightman to tour with someone else since she doesn't seem to believe she is greater than the men she sings with or they are rude. She's gonna have to do a mini tour with me or else no one left. I only can think of all the less strict art song singers and perhaps the musical theater singers I've seen. I almost got in the Annie tour but unfortunately wanted to do something else.
What do you think @ the fact that there are singers who sing with other singers who bear little semblance? I also hated that, like what we only "get" to see 1 Baby Spice?
The other thing is it's very easy to give a "concert." There should be more of these minor concerts.. I hate music school, there are no concerts, just individual, graded like thesis recitals..
What do you think @ the fact that there are singers who sing with other singers who bear little semblance? I also hated that, like what we only "get" to see 1 Baby Spice?
The other thing is it's very easy to give a "concert." There should be more of these minor concerts.. I hate music school, there are no concerts, just individual, graded like thesis recitals..
Whattayawan'? (What do you want?)
Why when I try so hard to sustain some desired trait, it just turns into the thing I don' wan' it to?
2 Generations
1 - Late Boom
2 - Early Boom
3 - Parental Generation
4 - The D'ade (The Dead)
ball go down the hole
2 - Early Boom
3 - Parental Generation
4 - The D'ade (The Dead)
ball go down the hole
Ah wuz rite ole a longe
I was right all along. My initial reaction was that we couldn't try out for a Tim Burton movie ourselves because agents are so picky. I'm not black, neither. :|
I am..
I am more New Orleanian than other people. Only people who are pure European or maybe Aussie can adapt more quickly. :|
Something Bad
You don't wanna just have famous, popular people out there pleasing people who are rambunctious, outrageous, and outspoken.
Let's move this 1 up.
IF ya WANNA kno' if he loves you so IT'S IN HIS KISS
(shoop shoop (shoop shoop (shoop shoop (shoop shoop
(shoop shoop (shoop shoop (shoop shoop (shoop shoop
In Reality
Ellen in Reality
It's true when you do something it does mean it counters some other thing if that's the case and intention. You don't just keep going into ecstasy thinking of how far you wanna sorta ADHD people.
It's true when you do something it does mean it counters some other thing if that's the case and intention. You don't just keep going into ecstasy thinking of how far you wanna sorta ADHD people.
Naky Waky
I got the idea from FtLauderdaleSun that Eurasians and others encourage others who are Eurasian to try to just be Asian. Then, in the end, they reward people who have been more European..
A Spoiled Brat
Don't go crazy with it. I just mean she so openly thinks she can do something in the world. Just because I didn't live where my ancestors are from.
What I Think Of..
Ellen's family.. Yes, I think it's mean she doesn't act like I'm New Orleanian when I've lived there more recently than her.
Bothered
My mom bothered me..
Anyway, yesterday, a guy got on the escalator behind my dad and then made a loud noise with 1 foot as he got off. I was sad @ my dad coming home to his 1st frie' (fried) dumplings to his beautiful wife forlorn over him.
It did pass my mind that Ellen DeGeneres was responsible for this decision. She might have been mad at something I did, it seems. The guy looked rehearsed. How is this okay? Are you just gonna brush this pattern away like it doesn't matter? Why do I get messages of conceit by others of what they think Ellen really does? I don't have to care, I already care..
Anyway, yesterday, a guy got on the escalator behind my dad and then made a loud noise with 1 foot as he got off. I was sad @ my dad coming home to his 1st frie' (fried) dumplings to his beautiful wife forlorn over him.
It did pass my mind that Ellen DeGeneres was responsible for this decision. She might have been mad at something I did, it seems. The guy looked rehearsed. How is this okay? Are you just gonna brush this pattern away like it doesn't matter? Why do I get messages of conceit by others of what they think Ellen really does? I don't have to care, I already care..
YouTube Comment
YouTube
This song is really a good choice. I'm chosing "Somewhere" for AGT (America's Got Talent.) I can't afford to make a music video and sell it seems. I recommend she continue. :) That was so good! Thanks so much for sharing those. It reminds me of singing when I was a kid, like paying attention to all these things. I was in choir and learned and practiced singing. I used to not sing as loudly as a kid|tween. But yea, she is a really good singer! :) It looks really hard to sing so well.
This song is really a good choice. I'm chosing "Somewhere" for AGT (America's Got Talent.) I can't afford to make a music video and sell it seems. I recommend she continue. :) That was so good! Thanks so much for sharing those. It reminds me of singing when I was a kid, like paying attention to all these things. I was in choir and learned and practiced singing. I used to not sing as loudly as a kid|tween. But yea, she is a really good singer! :) It looks really hard to sing so well.
Thanks for being an inspiration.
I just auditioned! I submitted myself singing "Somewhere.." and added a whole bunch other videos!! :)
Why I Consider Myself an Early Singer
Well, you don't sing before you can talk. Oh yes, Celine Dion, very nice, of course.. I mean, and, like, .. what .. ^99^
Oh yes, because some people believe voice lessons ruin your voice. Choir, it doesn't. Well, it can.
Oh yes, because some people believe voice lessons ruin your voice. Choir, it doesn't. Well, it can.
What!?
So, Jackie Evancho is like Sarah Brightman, did piano. She actually started apparently private voice when I started choir. I was in Christmas choir at 7, at least, too, though.. I know Orla Karron Fallon, Renee Fleming, my old music teacher's daughter in my grade level a few months younger (August, Sarah..) started since they could remember in their own way. I remember beautiful children's music. I didn't just burst out and sing for someone like my mother, though. Didn't really have privacy at age 1.
Letter
I just wanted you to know I wasn't as good as you when you were 7 and 8.
That's the age I started, but my interest began at 5.. I didn't really sing until I was 5 myself. I don't even remember if I sang in front of my parents right off from the start.
That's the age I started, but my interest began at 5.. I didn't really sing until I was 5 myself. I don't even remember if I sang in front of my parents right off from the start.
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